So I just got back from going to Florida for a week.  I had a great time while I was there. Visited my in-laws and drank pina coladas on the beach.  It was a great rejuvination.  But while I was down there I realized something that I had forgotten.  Even with as much ambition that I have and as much as I want to do for the Pagan Community...I need to slow down and take it one step at a time.  I need to make sure that I have time for my family who love's and supports me.  Things don't just stop even if you are too busy to stay on top of them.  While I was down there my father-in-law told my husband and me that he was divorcing his wife (who is a step mom) that he has been married to for only a year.  He told us that she has become verbally abusive towards him.  So of course we are supporting him with this decision.  And my grandmother-in-law who is turning 93 this August...is moving into an independent living community so that she won't have to be alone anymore.  All of these things have been happening around me and I need to take time and breath.  Everything will come in due time I am young and have plenty of time for all of the stuff but I need to make lots of time for my family.  This summer is going to be about me spending more time with all of my family and less time fixating on how to help the community in Lansing.  I can due more of that later.  I am just becoming tired of being so passionate about this that I don't want to lose my spark forever.  We'll see what comes of this summer and see where I am at the end of the year.